Extra Napkins

Kid

The News. Ilium, New York. Early July 1995.

A thunderstorm blew into downtown just as the last of the commuters blew out.

It was hours after Tiny had abdicated the keys and hours before Jerk expected Late to even begin crafting excuses. Rain cleared out downtown faster than any vice raid, especially on a weeknight.

Jerk was alone in The News.

Except the kid.

The kid was still there.

Jerk went back to the cooler and grabbed his second coke of the day, a truly magnanimous gesture toward Tiny—he’d normally drunk three or four by this time. Today was different. Today he was watching the kid.

He’d thought they were a shoplifter, but they hadn’t stolen anything. Hadn’t even tried. The longer Jerk watched, the more curious he became. When the rain emptied everyone else out of downtown, Jerk really began to wonder.

Jerk sipped his coke and sized up the kid. The work boots were beat up, the hem of their jeans dirty and shredded in spots. They had a rucksack with them. Their cheekbones hinted at missed meals, both recent and historic.

It hit Jerk like Brother James at Academy.

The Kid.

The Kid didn’t have anywhere else to go in the rain.

“Oh hell.”

They looked over at Jerk. Bright eyes that for a split second saw straight through him. Jerk looked away, fumbled for his wallet.

“Dropped my wallet.” He held it up like proof.

Kid gave him a bland look, then went back to the comic and turned a page.

Minutes passed while Jerk waited for the moment to present itself. His stomach growled—loudly.

“Hey, Kid.”

Kid paused, as if recognizing the christening, before putting the comic back and coming over to the counter. They were taller than Jerk realized. Ghost of Adam’s apple and peach fuzz, some turning darker. Baggy clothes, mended in spots. Bright eyes—the color of freshly minted pennies.

“Yeah?” Kid’s voice cracked.

“You know where Pizza, Paul, and Mary’s is?” Jerk fished a twenty out of his wallet.

“’Course I do. Just down the block.” They looked at him like they were asking his face a question.

The next part was as delicate as it was nonchalant. Jerk folded the twenty lengthwise, placing it on the glass counter like a tent.

“I get pizza and wings there almost every night. Tell ’em Jerk wants the usual—and extra napkins this time.” Their pizza was notoriously greasy.

He flicked the twenty across the counter, knocking it askew before straightening it again. “You can keep the change, and a slice and some wings for you.” Kid’s eyes lit up—then narrowed, questioning.

“You trust me?” Kid asked. Jerk hadn’t let his face give them the answer they were looking for.

“No reason not to. You’ve read every comic in that rack twice and haven’t bent a single corner. Could’ve stolen a dozen cokes.”

Kid pinched the twenty, pocketed it, and put their rucksack on the counter. “Can you watch my things?”

“I’ll hold that behind the counter. Here, take an umbrella.”

Jerk took the rucksack and handed Kid Tiny’s umbrella over the counter.

“Thanks?” Kid fumbled with the umbrella like an alien artifact, trying to pry it open.

“No! That’s bad luck! Were you raised by wolves?”

Jerk came around the counter. He didn’t need the bad luck, or a broken umbrella. He brought Kid out the door, under the awning, and showed them how to open and close it.

“Don’t open an umbrella indoors, or bring an open one in, OK?” Jerk pointed at the awning over them. “That’s what this is here for, so you don’t curse us.”

With that, Kid headed down the block with Jerk’s twenty and Tiny’s umbrella. Jerk went back inside and made fresh coffee.

Someone would need it. Probably him.

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